Posted 12:40 PM

Thanks everyone for your birthday wishes. =) I wish the day didn't end, but it did. My bmt section mate smsed me wishing happy birthday to one of the best people he ever met.

Wow. Maybe that was then.

Now, I'm just...

For anyone who bothers, you don't really see me on msn now. I blocked all of you. =x Except Princess P, but her computer is spoilt at the moment anyway haha.

I don't know. I just don't feel like talking much to anyone else. No wait. I want to, but I don't know what to say. Meanwhile I'm working very hard to catch up after my absolutely horrible showing throughout the term. Just a couple of weeks before exam ends. Let's just finish the event. Study hard everyone. And for everyone else already working, relax too. Hope to hear from all of you soon. =)

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That night
By Trent


When you were angry at me that night
I tried to drive faster
So I could send you home quicker

We remained quiet
You just sat there
I was in dispair

Nobody said a word
Even when I drove too close to a car
On purpose
Maybe you weren't conscious
Or I didn't hear what you uttered.

Three quarters through the journey
You fell asleep

Your eyes were closed
Your neck tilted
But you looked so beautiful
I wish I could kiss you

I didn't
I couldn't
I slowly reached over
I held your hand in mine
I noticed the full moon and its shine

The rabbit on the moon
It smiled at me
And I knew
At that moment
I was the happiest man alive

I held your hand firmly
Firmly, not tightly
And steering with my other
There were no traffic lights
There were no stops
But I turned to look at you
Every few seconds

Before this I drove as fast as I could
Now
With your hand in mine
I drove at 40 per hour
Wishing it could be slower
Wishing we'd never reach your place
Wishing this would never end

Wishing you'd be mine forever.

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Posted 1:31 AM

I know you guys are busy lately shopping for my birthday present, or writing cards, or planning what to put in the smses you all are gonna send me.

=D =D

yay can't wait!
http://www.break.com/index/nin64kid.html

triggering Mr Ng HS |

Posted 5:16 PM

A very personal post.

My mum wrote me a letter. 3.5pages. I wanna tell you guys, but while a part of me wants to keep what is written to myself, another part wants me to share. Why? I don't know. But I hope by sharing, you guys wouldn't think that "yee mother write for you so personal you tell the whole world for what".
It's not all of it, but most.

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（my name),

妈妈很爱你。 妈妈有些话想跟你说。
其实你并不孤单， 也不应感到寂寞。

你有哥哥，嫂嫂，只要你愿意和他们多来往，我想你们的关系会越来越好。。。。。下次你们找哥哥时，让我知道，让我分享你们在一起的喜悦。我走了，以后你最亲的人，除了你的妻子儿女外，就是你大哥大艘了。

还有你爸爸，你千万不要怪他。。。。。 你应该很庆幸， 你其实可以随时找他，有时也可以和他联络，或电邮他，他应会感到很高兴。。。。。我会很高兴你和他有来往，你不和他联络，我才难过呢！。。。 他其实还在你的身边，他并没离开你。

至于我，你应了解我是很爱你的。我要说的是， 不管你做什么，我都支持你。前天你脚受伤了还跑， 我真大很心痛。 但是如果你能把这种精神放在学业上或未来你的工作上，我想成功将会属于你的。

还有uncle, 我知道你不太容易和他建立起关系。其实他爱我，所以爱屋及乌，他也关心你。。。。。 总之，任何事情你都可以和我们讨论。

接下来， 你还有（princess p)， 她那么关心你， 爱你， 所以你应该振作起来， 想想还有那么多人爱你， 关心你， 你绝不可以自暴自弃。 好好读完你的大学课程。
开朗些，让我以以下两句话与你共勉：

心晴的时候， 雨也是晴。
心雨的时候， 晴也是雨。

爱你的
妈妈！

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It's funny how just typing can make one cry......

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