Posted 9:37 PM

Dear rabbit,

How are you?

I miss you.

Tomorrow morning, it'll be a week since I woke up, checked on you only to find you cold and stiff, with your limbs stretched out, dead.

I don't know why you had to leave. I'm sorry that since we've moved house in January, I've spent very little time actually playing and talkint to you, other than the few minutes I feed you, cleaned your area, gave your a shower, or.. yah. That's all. But I'll remember you just like my previous rabbits. The times we spent together playing catching in the balcony, watching television together, me sitting down telling you all my troubles. Your ears are so long, you had to listen to me even if you didn't want to. =) Sometimes I wished you were able to give me advice, but nope you bit me on my feet numerous times. I gently hit your butt. You run. I chase. We scamper around the living ro, running circles around the sofa. I catch you and I carry you up into the sky and down onto the floor, like a baby, just like the little baby rabbit you are. Because of you I've had many quarrels with mummy. But don't blame her. She cared for you you know that. When you were sick and infected I got so upset and frightened. I cried and I got affected by it a lot. Now that you're levet, I told myself to calm down and to quickly live life just like before. I hope you're not mad... You've been a great accompany. And many a times you've seen my many friends who have come over in one gathering or another. They told me you even got drunk. Now life does go on, but like they say life isn't the same without you. For the past week I've come home from school and immediately thought of going to your room and give you a big carrot like I always do. Mummy always says I feed you too big a proportion of carrot. I said you liked them. Now I don't know if mummy has used the carrots for cooking, but that day saw her throw away the rabbit food (pellets). I miss the times when I poured them onto your food tray and you'd shake the container hard and all the pellets would spill over. I'd beat your butt, pick up and put them back and you'd do the same thing again.

I really miss you.

I hope you're truly in a better place. My house isn't such a good place. There are always tears and shouts, quarrels and screams. Since you've left I've felt more lonely, especially since Princess P can't be here all the time. Mum told me yesterday that she'll stop all these and try to make our house a better home.

I hope you're in a nice home, rabbit. Not only in a nice beautiful house, but in a warm cosy home where you'll be protected yet free to roam around and you'll carrots all over and many many bunny friends to hop around with you, and who knows, find a nice male bunny that can look after you pamper you. =) I'm sorry I can't play with you anymore. I'm sorry i took you for granted. There is no way to make it up, but I promise to myself to treat and cherish everyone around me even more, and I hope you have lots of fun and be happy whever you are.

Stay safe, bunny wunny,
trent

triggering Mr Ng HS |

Posted 11:17 PM

Death

Rabbit died this morning.
She was found cold, hard, .. dead. No idea why. She was about 4-5 years old.

I called Princess P. She was still sleeping. I told her mother to wake her up. I told her the news and I cried. and I cried.

And when I hung up, I told myself to be ok.

And I had a nice day after that.

Silly rabbit though. She must have thought she'd be in a nicer place. Maybe. Shouldn't have risked it though. Stupid Mr Death. I didn't invite it to enter my house but it did.

She was a good little furry friend. I'm not gonna write more now because I'm afraid I might get depressed.

Till then, stay safe everyone. =)

triggering Mr Ng HS |

Posted 9:31 PM

Hi everyone! =D

Well you all know how i is a busy man these days. But I will take time out to tell you all something very funny and amusing.

So I was at Princess P's house the other day and teaching the 4 year old (we call her TT) the letters in the alphabet. And I found out that she coudn't really distinguish the pronunciation of the letters S, F and X properly. So I pronounced them for her to listen, and to further back it up I wrote them on a piece of paper and asked her to read them.


me: *points at S" 这个怎样读？
TT: Air-sssssss
me: ok *points at F* 这个怎样读？
TT: air-ffffff
me: ok *points at X* 这个怎样读？
TT: wrong

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! 4 year old mah. See an X, means your answer to the worksheet is WRONG! So she pronounced that as 'wrong'.

Similary, I drew a tick on the paper and asked her how to pronounce.

TT: good.

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I love kids. =D

triggering Mr Ng HS |

Posted 11:58 PM

Worst. Tuition teacher. Ever.

Tuition was at 5pm. I called the mother at 430pm to tell her I couldn't go.

I lied. I said I have a project due tomorrow and I'm still rushing it.
Sigh. Her mother was "oh no...."

The kid has her english exam tomorrow. Argh I feel so guilty. I hope she does well.

If you're someone reading this and you somehow know them
(or if you're the mother herself! -_-!!), I'm really sorry. But I know if you're in my shoes you'd do the same thing.

That is, to go to Princess P's house. =)

triggering Mr Ng HS |

Posted 12:00 PM

=(

I'm hurt and depressed.

I'm useless.

I've no confidence.

I hope to recover soon.

triggering Mr Ng HS |