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Thursday, February 10, 2005
CNY day 2
Woke up at 1+pm and played xbox. That's all.
It's still the same. She said she sent me an MMS in the afternoon but I didn't get it, and haven't. Lousy Singtel. Perhaps her mood in the day was different, but when we exchanged smses at night (and still exchanging) she's still the in that same harsh attacking tone. I didn't sms her after lunch break and she said I wasn't thinking of her. Later I smsed her what happened in my day. I told her the people who talked to me and what they talked about. She said I did that to purposely try and 'gek' (antagonise) her.
Then she said she envies lamb because fox apparently tells her everything. That makes me feel very upset. I feel like I'm being compared. Am I not good enough? And she said spiteful things, about not wanting me and wanting to give me away. Why do people say spiteful things? I know. They don't mean it. But it's not as if when those things are said both parties aren't affected. She seldom says nice things about me. I guess I can live with that. Some people struggle in this. But too often than not she's so harsh; her facial expression, her eyes, her tone, her spiteful words. I said I'll learn and improve. She doesn't stop. She continues attacking. But I didn't cry last night. I think it was because the other friends were there. It's also good. Guys shouldn't cry so much, if at all.
Someone tell me what to do?
triggering Mr Ng HS |
Woke up at 1+pm and played xbox. That's all.
It's still the same. She said she sent me an MMS in the afternoon but I didn't get it, and haven't. Lousy Singtel. Perhaps her mood in the day was different, but when we exchanged smses at night (and still exchanging) she's still the in that same harsh attacking tone. I didn't sms her after lunch break and she said I wasn't thinking of her. Later I smsed her what happened in my day. I told her the people who talked to me and what they talked about. She said I did that to purposely try and 'gek' (antagonise) her.
Then she said she envies lamb because fox apparently tells her everything. That makes me feel very upset. I feel like I'm being compared. Am I not good enough? And she said spiteful things, about not wanting me and wanting to give me away. Why do people say spiteful things? I know. They don't mean it. But it's not as if when those things are said both parties aren't affected. She seldom says nice things about me. I guess I can live with that. Some people struggle in this. But too often than not she's so harsh; her facial expression, her eyes, her tone, her spiteful words. I said I'll learn and improve. She doesn't stop. She continues attacking. But I didn't cry last night. I think it was because the other friends were there. It's also good. Guys shouldn't cry so much, if at all.
Someone tell me what to do?
triggering Mr Ng HS |