Posted 2:23 AM

CNY day 1 continued.

Went out for dinner with bear, fox, lamb and Princess P. We had pizza hut. They then decided to come my house to play mahjong. I don't know how to play. I borrowed bear's xbox and played some football.

It was supposed to be a nice evening. But shortly after Princess P arrived, we talked about something which she didn't know, and she was angry that I didn't tell her. So she became hostile to me from then on. But still so friendly to the rest.

Just not me.

You can't say I didn't try.

Right now it's almost 230am and they're still playing outside, laughing loudly and having a lot of fun. Me? Just soaking in my own pathetic misery in my own room listening to Enigma's Sadness. I wish they would stop and all of us can do something together.

She's laughing so loudly. I went to embrace her earlier and she asked if I wanna learn. I told her not tonight since you're so fierce. She replied I made her fierce.

I feel like crying. I feel like a stranger sometimes. I'll go lie on my bed now.


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