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那天在马路上
就是我们幸福的开始

Wednesday, September 29, 2004


This is REAL weird man.

The dream I had this morning.

I can't remember much now, but basically I was on a taxi from NUS to home. The driver was this slightly old middle build man with few hair on his head, all white. I was sitting on the front seat (not what I usually do) and it was late at night and I was very tired.

The man muttered some words which I thought it was of a different language (not hokkien or some dialect, sorta like gibberish alien language), so I asked what did you say? He said 'nothing'.

I was tired and I apparently dosed off here and there. When I opened my eyes I found myself in a road with no cars, neither were there any coming from the opposite road (Incidentally this is something I'm afraid in real life: driving at night with no cars around me.) . I started to panic a little and I asked where are we going.

The man reached over his left arm and put a stronghold on my neck, giving the sickest of looks, and said "rape."

I was shocked. And for a moment I couldn't move. And I was in those transition states you know where you think you feel as if you're really in the taxi and also you feel that you're just having a dream. So I tried to get away from the man's grasp and after what seemed like awhile I succeeded and I finally opened my eyes and I saw my bedroom wall, and I experienced this terrible insecure feeling and quite a relief it was just a dream, and at the same time flabbergasted that I had this kinda yucky dream. I mean, what happened to hilltops and flowers and butterflies and bunnies running around?

Ok so I didn't get raped in my dream. I did a search on rape in dreams and it generally says I have the feeling that I'm being overpowered and dominated, or there are people whom I feel are violating or exploiting me.

Am I? Are there?
Who are these people? Can you please stand up, please stand up?

Or anyone offer an alternative explanation? Heh.



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