Posted 7:27 PM

Heart wrenching.

As mentioned, C was supposed to come over and return me my bag. I'd have liked a lunch meeting rather than her coming all the way down, but she claims she's busy.

So we were both online in the day. At 230pm I messaged her on msn, and at 430pm she finally replied (probably away or busy, as usual not surprising) she'll be driving over now. I didn't have much to do, other than play / feed the rabbit and clean the balcony, but I thought I'd do it after I've met her.

The handphone didn't ring. At 530pm I saw her nickname pop back online and I got stumped. She shouldn't be online, right. It took me a few minutes before I messaged her.

trent: you are there
C: heya

I was thinking "Wow you really talk as if nothing happened."

So I continued.

trent: was I misinformed?
trent: I thought you said you were coming a long time ago
C: eh
C: u din get my sms?

I didn't.

trent: no
C: oh!
C: hmm
C: sent u an sms
trent: that?
C: wat?
trent: I mean
trent: what's the sms about
C: tat i wld come later
C: dad will send me to xxx
C: along way drop by ur place
trent: ok
C: eh sorry ah
C: din noe u din get it
trent: yah I was waiting
trent: but let's blame it on the network then
C: hmmm

I thought it would be nice had she messaged me about the issue when she came back online at 530pm.

trent: here's my advice
trent: if you come online, you can check back with the person ie me to see if I got it

There. I thought I put it very nicely.

C: ......
C: k
trent: get what I'm saying?
trent: else if I hadn't msged you here I would have just waited

C: u noe smtg
C: i tink
trent: nope what
C: we totally clash
C: and it makes me reali sad
trent: hah
C: im sorry i din check bac
C: then
trent: it used to make me sad
C: my fault
trent: very sad
trent: but now I'm ok
C: its always my fault
C: ur fault
trent: no
C: we take things too seriously
trent: it's not your fault

C: no trent
C: do u noe just now
C: i actually had this tot
trent:i'ts just how different people does differernt things
C: for the first time in my life
C: i dun wan to have any
C: thing to do with this eprson
C: coz he is always making me
C: feel bad abt myself

I got a little lost here.

trent: what do you mean
trent: me?

C: nm (means never mind)
trent: I'd listen if only people speak. (I thought she was talking halfway and then dropped out.)
C: ok
trent: hmm
trent: I wish you'd tell me
C: wat?
trent: about what you were saying?
C: huh
trent: about the 5 lines you typed above
C: i did tell u
C: dun understand

trent: could you clarify?
C: which part??
trent: who is it
trent: and why is he making you bad
C: referring to u
trent: oh.

After some minutes she replied she was leaving and seeme later.

I honestly didn't think it would be me. I really don't know what to say anymore.

It's 710pm and she finally came. She said something about thanks and I said hi to her dad.
And they left. A mere 10seconds after the car went to a halt.

It has been weeks since there were any episodes of this serial C but looks like we've gotten ourselves a teary finale here.

I'll go hug my rabbit now.

=(

Why.

triggering Mr Ng HS |