Posted 11:47 PM

For you.

Hey,
I don't know if you'll ever read this, but I've told you about this page before. I'm not gonna give it to you or tell you to read this, so if you happen to drop by and staring at these words now.. Here, I wrote something for you. I'm sure you know I'm referring to you (ok somehow that didn't sound the way I wanted it to sound). If you are not sure then just message me and ask, but allow me to reply 10 minutes later for then I would like to go bang my head against the wall.

Anyway I took some 2hours to pen it. I think I took much time. I definitely can do things faster. But what can I say, perhaps I just wanted it to be perfect. I still don't think it is, but I hope you will read it, and understand the meaning of it. I'm not Shakespeare, I keep things simple. Should be a breeze. =)



The candle that exudes coldness.
by Trent 2nd June 2004


I think I'm in love
Not as warm as the hot chocolate every night
Or as sweet as the lollipops` delight
But I think I'm in love

I think of her I dream of her
When the sun comes out and the stars glitter
I see her face
So clear no maze
My eyes close and she'll appear

Yes I'm in love!
So in love am I!
She brings peace like turtle doves
And what about those cute shiny eyes
Like replicates of sapphire
Lighting up wicks in dark dire
Yes I'm so in love.

More than a puppy with a bone
Or a kiddy with an ice cream cone
I love her
And I love her so
If only she knew
My point of view
And surely she knows
But reacts with a doze
I love her but I get the cue

It's weird 'cos we don't talk much
Maybe
I don't know how to talk to an angel
Maybe
I ain't doing it right
I just
I just wanna be close to you
And hope you feel the same way too
But all this time I've cried and realised
You don't
You don't wanna be close to me
How I've been treated you'll never agree

But that's the way I feel
And to you it's no big deal
But to me it's pain in the chest
None of which is my request
All these I swallow
I swallow hard my throat burns
Together with the tears that flow
No they were never your concerns

I now know what love is
It's pain
No not marshmallow sweet or a bonfire warm
But pain and pain all over
Pain from liking you
Pain from missing you
Pain from wanting to see you
Pain because of my love
And not able to do the above
I know what love is now

I always hear people say love is powerful
I think they are all lies
For now I feel like a fool
Being used like a tool
I can hear those heart cries

And I'll never hold you by the hand
Or kiss your forehead as you gently sleep
Nor comb through your hair strand by strand
You'll never know my love so deep

I think I'm in love
In love with someone who doesn't truly know
Her importance to me
Pity she'll never see
Herself in the boat I row
To eternity

So why do I love her
I can't comprehend either
I know what to do though
Since no love on me bestow
I shall go on home and close the door
I think I'm in love
But no I'm not in love anymore




triggering Mr Ng HS |