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NUS graduate.
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Sunday, March 21, 2004
I went to sleep this morning only at 0415hrs (watching soccer). I didn't plan to. The tv was on and I just watched on and on. Talk about discipline.
And then something terrible happened shortly after.
I can't remember much now but I felt as if I was possessed by something. I got the feeling of my ribcage area (internal) suddenly become very cold and the sensation rising up to the chest. And then I sat up, waking in the process.
I admit I got a little freaked out. I don't know what happened. Maybe I WAS cold (ie external). As in the fan blowing kinda cold. But I rarely do since I'm covered by the blanket. And then my imagination just ran wild and to keep myself in check I forced my eyes open for the next 30seconds. I glanced around in the dark and sorta made matters worse as I imagined the jacket hanging by my door as someone there. Hah. Then I told myself there's nothing going on you dumbass, and got back to sleep again. And nothing happened.
I'm such a wuss. I know. And afraid of the dark too.
So... Lazy weekend's over.
Something's concerning me the past week. My chest pains are back. They are normally around the left area. Not sure what acute really means but it's an acute pain? (haha so dumb using an adjective I don't know the meaning of to describe it) I last had them when I was in JC and someone said it could be because of soccer, but I didn't really have that much contact using the chest with the ball (or anything for that matter). The pain comes out of nowhere, and I'll be in deep pain and I can't breathe because the moment you inhale the sharpness of the pain creeps in. Ok now I find it silly describing it. Haaa.
The pain sorta subsided since those army days. Only comes back for a visit very rarely. But the past week I felt them very frequently. One reason I thought of is that during last sunday's soccer game the ball hit my chest real hard from about 3metres. Yes I didn't expect it so it hurt a lot. And now it still does. Another reason. Someone's poking me on a voodoo doll. Sucks. My whole body is crumbling. Who wants to take care of me. I'll pay you.
Or a sugar mummy? I'm still looking~~~~
triggering Mr Ng HS |
And then something terrible happened shortly after.
I can't remember much now but I felt as if I was possessed by something. I got the feeling of my ribcage area (internal) suddenly become very cold and the sensation rising up to the chest. And then I sat up, waking in the process.
I admit I got a little freaked out. I don't know what happened. Maybe I WAS cold (ie external). As in the fan blowing kinda cold. But I rarely do since I'm covered by the blanket. And then my imagination just ran wild and to keep myself in check I forced my eyes open for the next 30seconds. I glanced around in the dark and sorta made matters worse as I imagined the jacket hanging by my door as someone there. Hah. Then I told myself there's nothing going on you dumbass, and got back to sleep again. And nothing happened.
I'm such a wuss. I know. And afraid of the dark too.
So... Lazy weekend's over.
Something's concerning me the past week. My chest pains are back. They are normally around the left area. Not sure what acute really means but it's an acute pain? (haha so dumb using an adjective I don't know the meaning of to describe it) I last had them when I was in JC and someone said it could be because of soccer, but I didn't really have that much contact using the chest with the ball (or anything for that matter). The pain comes out of nowhere, and I'll be in deep pain and I can't breathe because the moment you inhale the sharpness of the pain creeps in. Ok now I find it silly describing it. Haaa.
The pain sorta subsided since those army days. Only comes back for a visit very rarely. But the past week I felt them very frequently. One reason I thought of is that during last sunday's soccer game the ball hit my chest real hard from about 3metres. Yes I didn't expect it so it hurt a lot. And now it still does. Another reason. Someone's poking me on a voodoo doll. Sucks. My whole body is crumbling. Who wants to take care of me. I'll pay you.
Or a sugar mummy? I'm still looking~~~~
triggering Mr Ng HS |